I'm supposed to do what?

I find it increasingly difficult to think of the answer to 'what am I supposed do to.' I then recall a passage from The Shack, "...you're not supposed to do anything." If I'm not supposed to do anything then what should I do. But there again we shouldn't 'should on ourselves.' That could get messy.

I suppose I'll just do whatever it is I chose to do. And whatever it is I chose to do will be exactly what I needed to do at that exact moment in my life. There is no need to judge the choice as good or bad. The interesting aspect of 'good' and 'bad' is that there could not possibly be good without bad nor bad without good. There needs to be something bad so that you can judge something as good, otherwise it would all just be as it is.

For some reason this only makes sense from a philosophical, unworldly standpoint. This is because in this physical reality we have created, we believe we must adhere to the written and unwritten laws that govern this physical universe. Maybe we don't need to.

What if everyone loved their neighbor as themselves? Wait a minute, maybe we do love our neighbor as ourselves, but we don't really love ourselves so that reflects in how we treat everyone we come into contact with. Hmmm.

The law of attraction, if I think it, feel it, believe it, it should manifest. Maybe I'll try it. I'm going to attract a, what am I supposed to attract...?